hi everyine the year gone

I reckon this year i got make effort in my life and not make fool of it and move on with life with out gf without being lazy person and look for job. But one most thing that bothers me is that it hard to find job and it make me feel that i feel like loser but i cant give up cos there people out there that can trust deaf or doesnt care about deaf and treat like normal person but it hard to do that when u think i cant get one. And when i do get i work my ass off to get where i want be in for life no matter what i will do.